I cant snap out of it

Hi my lovelies
I know I have not been active as much as I like to, but life has just been very strange lately.
Since my dad died on 1.1.11, I cant get myself back on track.I don't feel sad in a sense of grieving for a strange reason, just stuck. Like I have a big lock in me and cant undo it.
I don't feel inspired much lately and cant connect with Spirit like I used to.
Yesterday I felt totally disappointed after a serious of events at my centre, as a result of next door now opening for service same day as myself.
I feel like wanting to give it all up, but than would play into the hand of others.
I feel like crying, but am holding it back as I don't want to come across as weak.
I just don't know what lesson I am suppose to learn from people constantly stabbing me in the back and stepping on my toes.
I feel like I am moaning, but since I feel so sad, I feel like I am not hearing any guidance.
Has anyone got any ideas for me??
It be so appreciated.
Thank you
Angelswhispers

I have been going through the same thing as you, after my mum past last April my connection to spirit has been the same as yours I even stopped getting inspiration for my poem! it has been a struggle for me for the past year but it dose get better! grieving comes in many forms and it's not all weeping and wailing. it could be in the form of the appearance of being in an up hill struggle people coupe in different ways Don't hold back the tears they are what makes us strong..even the most hardest of people cry it is a safety valve to release tension after all god wouldn't of given us the ability to cry if he didn't wanted us to use it even dolphins cry give it time and always think positive people know where they want to be so don't be so hard on yourself and look after you first then you can be strong enough to look after others
Blessings to ya

Thank you Annie for your kind words, I think I need to just accept that its ok to cry whenever whereever.And its ok to feel sad. I will connect with Spirit by keeping the faith, when I am meant to I suppose.Annie lovely Lady thank you xx

{{{{hugs}}}} It may help you to cry as Annie said, tears are healing as they are a release of hurts and pent up emotions, you dont have to show people your crying just let them flow when your alone, but then again it is not weak to cry.

I get similar feelings of being stuck when i am stressed and anxious about stuff, its as if spirit including your guides stand back to let you take a break, of course you know it does not mean your guide as left you, just giving you some time to take in all thats been going on. Take some "me time" and please dont be so hard on yourself, sorry i dont have any advise about your business, all i can say is i pray things will soon sort them selves out, i am sending loving healing thoughts and prayers for you my friend, and let me know if you would like some distant Reiki healing, love and light x goddess x

Thank you goddess for your kind words. I would realy appreciate some distant healing if you dont mind. Thank you very much xx

Oh Maria, Please do not feel disheartened or sad, maybe your emotions are drained and you need a little rest, what would all those lovely people do if they did not have you to guide them and help them? Do NOT think about the ones that get you down i have learnt that its all down to jealousy, as they probley want to be or like you, Have a good cry, pick yourself up, brush yourself down and get back on the path you were on as i feel along the way a new door is about to open for you, a new adventure, please i have no idea why i put that guess someone has control of my hands atm, so please hold onto that message as it is for you.
God Bless
maz xx

My lovely Maz
Thank you for your kind words.
I hope I will have something new coming. I need something to make me feel like I am achieving something with my life and I could do with some form of a paid job I think.So I feel like I am actually doing something with my life. I will keep your words in mind and will be positive. Thank you xx

Angelswhispers wrote:My lovely Maz
Thank you for your kind words.
I hope I will have something new coming. I need something to make me feel like I am achieving something with my life and I could do with some form of a paid job I think.So I feel like I am actually doing something with my life. I will keep your words in mind and will be positive. Thank you xx

Good Girl you know it makes sense to be Possitive, and look forward never back okay, as I know you have a new door opening for you soon.
Maz xx

thank you xx