Some earlier thoughts - I change-

**Angelswhispers** Wed Jul 06, 2011 12:55 pm

I change my life for everyone
I change to please them all
I take what they all throw at me
I can't take it anymore
I cry, but smile and show no tears
I hold them deep inside
I have no love inside of me ( for me)
I do not feel its real
I hate to feel so numb inside
I can not turn it of
I have a fear that when I die ( I may have lived a lie)
I have not lived my life.

by Maria Stoyles Angels whispers